Having absolutely nothing else to do for the rest of the night, I turned off the TV and got dressed. The simple clock radio on my bedside table read 8:58 PM. Overnight patients were located in the quiet Twin Ports Wing with little traffic from the hospital.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Chapter 7
Having absolutely nothing else to do for the rest of the night, I turned off the TV and got dressed. The simple clock radio on my bedside table read 8:58 PM. Overnight patients were located in the quiet Twin Ports Wing with little traffic from the hospital.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Chapter 6
For the first time in history, Duluth had become the center of attention nation-wide: mysterious bombing destroyed three residential houses, leaving four university students and a faculty severely wounded. Police investigation of the remains revealed nothing but disappointment. No primary suspects were identified as well as a legit motive, and the conclusion so far led to terrorism. I sat up in my bed and watched reporters and analysts trying to make sense of the accident on Fox News when Professor Siders walked in.
‘Laura, we need to talk,’ Said the well-respected chemistry professor, ‘and this is not a safe place for it.’
I stared at the brilliant old man while my mind was spinning wildly searching for reasons why this man had come to me. Professor Siders, the famous physical chemist who devoted his life in educating generations of young scientists at the University of Minnesota Duluth, was standing right in front of my bed, his tall figure blocking the 20-inch TV hanging from the ceiling. Maybe he came to tell me that I didn’t have enough credits to graduate this year. My heart sank. That would be the worst news ever.
‘Professor Siders, I was certain I fulfilled all my criteria towards a bachelor’s degree in Biochemistry,’ I began, ‘my academic advisor had ensured my graduation in the Spring of 2009…’ Sadness had crossed his eyes when Siders raised his left hand. Suddenly I felt my worries were nowhere close to what he was about to say. ‘I’m sorry.’ I added embarrassedly.
‘Laura, here is my address. I’m counting on you to pay my house a visit. It is very important that you do so in private.’ Professor Siders reached into his front pocket on the familiar grey jacket he always wore to class, and handed me a yellow sticky-note with the neatest handwriting I had ever seen.
625 Under Superior Drive, BL
Well, there were quite a few things I did not comprehend at the time, and Siders weren’t doing a great job explaining them. I had no idea why I was obligated to a strange private visit to his house. And even if I had the slightest hunch of the purpose I would never find the house. There was no ‘Under Superior Drive’ in the vicinity of Duluth (it was safe to assume Professor Siders lived around Duluth) and most importantly ‘BL’ did not stand for any states or provinces in the US or Canada. This address either did not exist or referred to a very faraway place. Knowing the fact that old professors don’t generally go to hospitals and play pranks on students, my mind was set to the alternative: he might be serious, but this entire situation did not make sense.
‘Pardon me Professor; this visit does not make sense to me. I would love to help out but why am I doing this? Where in the world is six-’
‘Shhh!’ Siders interrupted me harshly and he even seemed a little bit annoyed, ‘Never say that address out loud. Not for now, at least. Oh look at the time! I think I should get back to work.’ He strode out of the door before doubled back and whispered, ‘but by all means Laura: keep the address a secret and please visit me. We need to talk.’
I wanted to shout ‘what time?’ after him but realized that the answer would probably confuse me even more. I carefully tucked away the sticky-note with the strange address and drank some water from the glass. What a bizarre way to start the day.
* * * * * * * * * *
By the time I checked out of St. Mary’s Hospital in the afternoon I had almost forgotten about my encounter with Professor Siders. I had visited Emily and Katie in their shared room. They were both deep in slumber and appeared shockingly lifeless as I walked in. My eyes blurred with tears when Emily's parents greeted me. This must be a hundred times harder for them than it was for me. We exchanged comforting words and I decided to leave them alone with their daughter.
The thunderstorm last night washed away all the gloom from the long winter of North Shore. Tiny streams formed along streets and raced down the hilly city into Lake Superior. Standing in front of St. Luke’s, I took a deep breath and my nostrils were filled with the scent of spring. The day was still young, so I strolled aimlessly in town. The insurance company had booked a hotel room for me to stay until my house, also destroyed in the explosion, was fixed up. I had clothes my parents brought me in a shopping bag, and that was all I possessed. Lap-top, cell phone, textbooks, furniture—everything I owned exploded and burned into ashes.
I was so distracted by the reality I had to face that I hardly noticed how beautifully the hotel room overlooked Lake Superior. There was a package left for me on the bed from my parents. I found tooth brushes, more clothes, shoes, notebooks, a new cell phone, a new lap-top, and some snacks in it. My eyes were wet again. I dialed my home number with the new cell phone.
‘Hello?’ My mom’s voice appeared at the other end.
‘Mom, thanks for the package…’ I could barely finish the sentence without weeping. ‘I miss you.’
There was silence between us for a while. I couldn’t remember the last time I cried in front of my parents, or mentioned how much I missed them. Life hadn’t been all that hard on me I guess--until now.
‘Laura,’ finally my mom spoke, her voice shaky, ‘I know it’s hard, losing your place to live and all that. It killed us to see you at the hospital yesterday. I would tell you to come home this weekend but,’ she cleared her throat, ‘things have changed here.’
I immediately sensed something wrong and became very alert. ‘What do you mean, mom?’
‘I hope this is just my paranoia.' She sighed. 'We kept getting blank postcards in the mail. At first I thought they were advertisement but every time the postcard arrives something awful happens. I think we are being watched.’
Goosebumps crept up my back as I listened to her. Watched. I remembered feeling that way shortly before the explosion—the phone call from a stranger! I was so overwhelmed that I completely forgot about the call, the car, and the blank postcard on the table…And what happened to that Honda Civic? If we could trace the car…
Chapter 5
The room seemed quite dark when I regained my consciousness. I kept my eyes closed; I was trying to remember the disastrous event. Emily's house exploded. Our car was hit and launched away by the enormous force exerted from the explosion. The airbags must have saved me. I took a deep breath in relief that I survived, and opened my eyes.
It was indeed dark in the room, and from the arrangement of furniture and the smell of chemicals I was sure I was in a hospital. It better be St. Luke’s— that was the only hospital on my health insurance coverage list. I groaned: how much money do I owe now, due to this accident? I let my mind wandered a little before my eyes adjusted to the dark. I was still very sleepy, and my limbs were as heavy as lead. I noticed in delight that my arms and legs weren’t heavily wrapped by plasters. I might go back to school in no time. Other thoughts began to emerge in my head, and suddenly I was exhausted again and fell asleep.
I was totally awake this time, and I already had some visitors around my bed, exchanging anxious comments under their breath. The sky seemed gloomy from the small piece of window I could observe, and I had no idea what time it was. I made a bigger movement to let my visitors know that I was ready for their sympathy now.
“Laura?” It was my mom, “Are you awake?”
“Uh-mm.” My throat was dry so that I didn’t want to say anything else, but apparently this made someone sitting beside me jumping straight up.
“How’ you feel?” My dad had a traveling pillow surrounding his neck and he didn’t bother to take it off when he lifted from the chair; from the dark circles around his eyes I bet sleeping in that wooden chair was nothing close to comfortable. But there was something else that troubled him, and I didn’t have the urge to ask.
“Err…I feel fine. Uhmm.” I said in a shaky voice, followed by a clearing of throat.
“She needs water. Get her some water!” My mom nudged my dad in the elbow, and he walked out unhappily with a frown.
“Is your head still dizzy? Can you see us?” My mom looked down at me, and I was pretty sure she had a few more gray shades in her hair. I felt awful; she shouldn’t be worrying about me. But I decided to play strong.
“Mom, I said I’m fine! Of course I can see you—you all look like I just came back from the land of the dead!” I sort of rolled my eyes.
The rest of the morning was monotonous. Visitors came in and out checking on my status, and showed sympathy in various degrees. After three hours of nodding and saying “I feel fine”, the nurse finally interfered and kicked everyone out. I suddenly had a tremendous respect toward this plumpish lady in the white uniform.
Now I was alone, the room seemed peaceful. The walls were white, with paintings of Lake Superior by local artists. Someone pulled the curtains back, so that I could see through the entire window. The nurse had removed all the tubes and needles this morning to give me more freedom. I carefully raised my arms and held them above my face: they felt strong and firm. In a weird sense, they were stronger. I sat up in a quick move and examined my body. My bones and muscles exhibited no pain at all; my skin was unscratched. I got off the narrow bed and rushed into my tiny private bathroom. In the oval-shaped mirror, my face was untouched and looked healthy. Uh. I thought I was sure that something was broken during the accident.
The digital alarm clock on the bedside table displayed 12:00, and my stomach was craving for some quality food. I slowly walked toward the door and turned the doorknob. People were talking outside my room, so I stopped and listened.
“I wouldn’t worry about it, Mrs. Li. She is recovering at incredible rate!” That must be the respectful nurse, Cindy. “I probably shouldn’t say this, but,” After a pause she spoke in a more cautious voice, “Have you seen the condition of the other girls?”
It took me a while to figure out who she was referring to as “the other girls”. Then a shock struck the crown of my head: I was so occupied with my own recovery that I completely forgot about my friends! Of course they had been severely injured, too! I almost scared myself when I banged the door after me, and Cindy startled when she saw me striding out of the room. Her eyes were filled with surprise and...almost terror.
“You sure heal fast!” Cindy held her round face in her palms and gasped, “This is unbelievable. Three days ago you were broken into pieces…sorry” —my mom shot her an angry glance—“and you are completely healed and walking on your feet! I have to inform Dr Frederickson right now since he thought you needed another week of hospitalization… ”
“What happened to Emily? Katie? Mandy? Is Jenna alright?” I interrupted her rudely because I didn’t care what Dr Frederickson thinks, “Are they here, too? Can I see them?”
My mom and Cindy exchanged looks quickly. My heart sunk. “WHAT IS GOING ON?”
“You see,” Cindy went on with her nervous tone, “the accident was very, very bad…and it is a miracle that everyone in the car survived…” Then she stared away from me. “They are all here, but you can’t visit them now. Jenna is still in a coma. Katie broke both legs. Emily is getting a surgery tomorrow. And your professor Mandy,” she inhaled, “Mandy is a vegetable now.” Exhale.
* * * * * * * * * *
Dr Frederickson insisted me on staying in hospital for one more day, just in case. I didn’t argue with him; I was numb after Cindy told me Mandy lost her consciousness forever. My parents had to leave for San Francisco in the afternoon because I was no longer in danger and they loved their jobs. We had lunch at Grandma’s in Canal Park, which was not far away from St. Luke’s hospital (I was relieved that my insurance company was paying all my medical bills). My mom did a lot of talking: graduation, my plans for the summer, buying a car, and of course, the boyfriend. I mostly nodded and gazed outside half-mindedly. Lake Superior looked gray today, and with the furious wind nested in the stratus I could tell a storm was coming.
“Laura, are you listening to me?” My mom suddenly stopped babbling in her wheedling voice and leaned forward, “Are you tired?”
“Sorry, mom, I was distracted. I wonder if your flight will be delayed…there is a big storm coming.” I took a sip of my lemonade and looked into the dense clouds again. I could feel the current swirling madly behind the clusters of water droplets, waiting for the signal to be unleashed; once now and then a gust of wind would leak from the cracks in the woolpack, disturbing the horrible silence. Blood rushed through my capillaries and I got goose bumps.
“We will be fine.”My dad smiled warily. Both he and my mom were in their forties, but they looked nothing like mid-aged parents with a kid graduating from college. My dad was thin and tall, wearing a white cotton T-shirt with blue jeans. His muscles were still visible through the thick fabric, and his hair was naturally dark. Age had left trace of crease on his face, but his eyes were always flashing brilliance. On the other hand, my mom was petite and a bit chubby. Her skin wasn’t sullen at all; she still carried the childish look when she talked. This reminded me the reason I left home: they were such perfect human beings that my existence there seemed insignificant and unnecessary. It was foolish for me to think like that, but anyone who had close encounter with my parents would understand.
Lunch with my parents was overall pleasant. Grandma’s was no bizarre place; the dark dining hall was filled with tourists and families. My dad paid the bill, and the table was immediately wiped clean by our waitress. He watched the quick movement of the waitress in amusement and lifted his eyebrows. “Well, I guess it’s time for us to go.”
My stomach twisted a little at those words. I really enjoyed the last three days, even though I was unconscious most of the time. Mom and dad never visited me for that long, and I just started to feel comfortable around them. If I asked them to stay longer they probably would, but they had to leave at some point. Maybe it’s better this way, I persuaded myself.
* * * * * * * * * *
I skipped dinner and went to bed at 7:00pm. I couldn’t sleep at first because, embarrassed as I was, I missed my parents. They looked older than last time I saw them, and I realized that they were not getting any younger. I had only seen them on holidays, for a couple of hours at most. They were always busy back in San Francisco, and I was too damn stubborn to go home. My mom called me two hours ago to tell me they arrived at the San Francisco International Airport, and my tears dripped down my face like the rain outside.
But then the sadness slowly drained away, drowned by the raging thunderstorm under the orange street lights. I left the curtains open so I could see the golden round spots hitting my window. In the distance there was something moving in an elegant motion—I focused my eyes and saw an exotically beautiful butterfly. It was there, glowing in the mist, dancing in the storm, and none of the pinball-sized water drops seemed to whack it off the track. I blinked. And the butterfly was gone.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Chapter 4
I turned my head away from our backpacks and admired the beauty outside the big windows. Most trees were still barren from the extreme winter, except the tall and straight pines. I had studied at the University of Minnesota Duluth for almost four years now, and I could not suppress the excitement to graduate in four weeks. Don’t get me wrong— I loved Duluth, but it was time to move on. Duluth was one of the cities where it was big enough to not know everyone in town, but also small enough to drive you crazy. It was always so quiet, so peaceful, and therefore so predictable. I lost my wallet three times, and somehow it came back to me untouched every time. Not that I enjoyed being robbed or something—but the city lacked excitement and energy for a college graduate.
I let out another big sigh. Four weeks, and I was done. Professor Mandy Little was kind enough to excuse Emily, Jenna, Katie and me for a week from our classes to go on this trip with her.
The sun still hadn't made its way down the horizon. I stared at the gray house next door and realized it was almost reflecting a golden color. I had lived there for the past three years, and it had been my home. I blinked when the idea of home passed through my mind, and it felt funny. I ran away from my parents on my 18th birthday, and at that time I left them a silly note.
Mom, dad,
Thank you for all the birthday presents, but the best present you can ever offer me is freedom. And now I want to thank you for my freedom, too.
Sincerely yours.
I never went back to their luxury resident in San Francisco, CA. My dad was secretly paying for my college tuition until I found out—and then he was openly paying for it. My mom came to visit me during holidays, and literally brought me EVERYTHING. She must think I was eating dirt and living in a cave all the time. No matter how they tried to lure me back to California—money, new car, job, sunshine—I resisted the temptations and stayed. They also tried threatening, of course—but I was already doing so well here that they were more proud of me than getting mad at me. Things just worked out, I guess.
I loved my parents and I missed them terribly when I first left home, but I had to go. There was something very wrong about them, and their giant brick house. I was suffocating every minute I was even near the house, although it was one of the biggest houses in the neighborhood. Anyway, it all seemed a long time ago. I shook the memory out of my head and walked to Emily's dining table. There was a postcard on the dining table, facing down.
“Hey Emily!” I yelled as I picked up the postcard, “You've got another postcard!” It was a picture of Lake Michigan and the skyline of Chicago. I flipped the card to the other side, and it was blank. No handwriting, no stamp, no print. BLANK. "What the..."
Emily's land phone rang, and it went to voice-mail. "Hello, this is our phone. Please leave us a message after the tone."
“Emily and her friends,” An unusual voice appeared at the other end of the phone. “Please leave the building right now.” There was no emergency in the voice; I couldn't figure out the gender of the caller. It was nothing like I've heard before. It sounded like the flow of water: light, continuous, and crisp.
Emily suddenly bolted out of her bedroom upstairs, which made me startle. She must have heard the caller because she looked just as confounded as us. “There is a black Honda Civic parked outside, the keys are in ignition,” the voice echoed around the house, “Please make the right choice.” And the stranger hanged up. I couldn’t help to look outside, and gasped in surprise: The black Honda Civic was parked right there: tinted glass, rear spoiler, and premium alloy wheels.
The car was not locked, and as the stranger on the phone said, the keys were already in ignition. Without exchanging a word, the five of us got in the car with hesitation. The day was getting dark now, and the tinted glass made the car even darker. My head was spinning fast, trying to make sense of everything that happened in the past ten minutes. We must have been followed, and watched…but why…? Before I could analyze further, Emily's house was glowing fiercely, lighting the entire sky above us. Then there was an overwhelming blast that deafened me, surrounding me with waves of terror.
Passenger airbags hit me…I felt upside down…Something inside my body was definitively broken…I let out a scream in pain and passed out.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Chapter 3
'You say whatever you want smart mouth...Now give me the card so I don't have to run two trips! Ahhhhh!' Emily tripped on the stairs and fell. 'God I hate my life!' She struggled with the envelopes and cursed, as we chuckled and helped her getting up.
'Oh boy, you are bleeding. I will get you fixed up. Hold on.' Jenna ran back to the house.
'She really should apply to medical school. I mean, look at her!' Katie watched Jenna's back and sighed, 'What a waste that she is with us!'
I was about to stop her but Emily fired up almost immediately. 'What do you mean she is with us? Aren't we all devoted in this project?'
'Hey chill Emily! I was just sayin'...'
'Saying what? How stupid and hopeless we are?' Snapped Emily, now totally red-faced and furious, 'I think you should get your data analysis started instead of joking around, Katie.'
See, that was our problem. Usually me and Mandy didn't bother to separate them out, beccause when Jenna was back, things would be normal again. She had the personality to calm everyone around her. Besides, Emily totally looked like a 'coral on the reef' when her face turned red, and that made me smile.
'Hey guys I'm back...with your postcard!' Jenna shook her silky blonde hair, holding a pathogen kit with the brown postcard on top. She was kind of charming that way. We all knew that she gave up medical school to work with us, and I hoped she would be happy with her decision a few months down the road.
'Let's see what it says before throwing it away!' Emily nodded at the card.
'You want me to read it?' I grabbed the card from Jenna so she could take care of Emily's bleeding arm. It was the weirdest postcard I had ever seen. It was all wrinkled, but felt smooth. It also had a shiny color over the brown that I couldn't tell. I flipped the card twice to make sure my eyes weren't playing tricks on me. It was blank.
'What are you staring at?' Mandy came up to get a closer look of the card. '...Are you joking me? FREE camping trip to Isle Royale National Park? Emily, if you are not going, I am!'
'For real?' Katie withdrew the card from me, 'Congratulations you have won a free trip blah blah...Wow it looks real Emily! And it's from American Beaver Society so it must be real!'
Emily frowned. 'American Beaver Society? I have never...'
Jenna raised her head. 'You can call the National park and check with them.'
But there was nothing on the card! I checked twice! 'Wait a minute you people! You can't fool me like that! Do you really think I will believe a blank card is a free ticket to Isle Royale?'
To my surprise, everyone including the honest Mandy was stunned.
'What are you talking about Laura?' Emily asked after a long pause.
'This is not a prank...?' I hesitated.
'Of course not! You saw it by yourself right?' Mandy said in her high-pitched voice.
Chapter 2
I admit we were a little bit frustrated. First we thought there could be plenty to explore in Maine. We spent half of our funding money on this trip, and we got no valueble information. Summer was a month away, and it was time to get serious and publish our paper.
'Hey...wanna come to my house and have a cup of tea?' Emilly suggestted wearily. Some college Freshmen were playing frisbee on the beach while we were staring at nowhere. We nodded without any further discussion. ('That was the first time we agreed something without arguments!' Katie pointed out happily on the way to Emily's.) I was pretty sure the truth was no one wanted to mention our research project.
Emily lived in a tiny house with three other roommates, and they were all spending the semester in Spain taking a few classes together. So Emily had the house to herself all semester. She always complained that a great biologist like her deserves a better place to 'continue her way to Nobel Prize'. But honestly we all knew it was a bad joke. I personally had a very limited vision seeing our project going anywhere. It was 3 O'clock in the afternoon, and the house already had a long, skinny shadow on the deserted lawn. I yawned. 'You should stop doing thhhaaat...' Mandy yawned and gave me an it's-all-your-fault look. I shrudded and walked in after everyone else.
There were an impressive pile of mails on the tea table.
'Looks like we have to trash the mails first!' Said Emily, hugging all the envelopes and magazines to the green recycle bin outside.
'Wait, you just dropped something!' Jenna, the quietest among us, spoke.
We turned our heads down and saw a brown, square postcard lying on Emily's rotten wooden floor.
Chapter 1
About several months ago, we reset our research scheme and decided to focus on just beaver wetlands. We did run into a dead end and then, everything changed.
